Pity Party

Speed paint video!

 upon request; prints are now available  

Mediums used: SAI, Wacom bamboo
Original drawing time: 6 hours and 30 mintutes.

---

_{I'm laughing, I'm crying}
It feels like I'm dying
I'm dying, I'm dying
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to

---

 

This started out as vent art but turned out pretty good so i decided to line and color it, i'm also in the process of exporting a speedpaint of this since i recorded it as well.
Also the lyrics above are from the song Pity Party by Melanie Martinez, i've been basically listening to her album Cry Baby the whole time haha. 

But yeah, this is a vent art, with a lot of hidden/badly hidden symbolism in here referring to my transition as a trans male. 

Also im just putting the Mature content on it just to be sure ;/ 

art (c) Reiki-kun